| Yeah.... *A loud, booming, God-like voice* WHO IS THE MASTER OF FAILED RELATIONSHIPS?!?! ...me. *A soft, whispering, song-like voice* What is it that you want more than anything else in this world? ...him. *They speak together* What are you willing to go through to obtain this? ...anything. *A solitary voice from the back of my mind* Now why can't I have it? |
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| so yeah.
xanga sucks now. HA HA, BITCHES! |
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| they become unliveable.
WHY DON'T I JUST FUCKIN KILL IT ALL?!? SHIT. WHY DON'T I JUST CUT OFF ANY CONNECTIONS AND TIES TO ANYONE. I don't understand why this is HURTING me so much.... hell, I hate even talking to people cuz no one listens.
NO ONE. NOT A FUCKING ONE OF YOU REALLY FUCKING LISTENS, So I might as well just cut my fucking arms up.
just cut em the fuck up. and drink that whole bottle of FUCKING WINE. I think I may quit school. I think I may become someone's personal whore. I think I may start using.
I WANT TO DESTROY MYSELF AND WHO I AM, BECAUSE TWO PEOPLE I LOVE THE MOST HAVE BASICALLY TOLD ME I'M A FUCKING FAKE. |
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| And after a BIG fight today with the guy friend thingy...
I realize I'm in love with him.
WHAT, the fuck
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...not again. |
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